This is just a rant because honestly I’m scared. I’m 38weeks 4 days, 1cm 70% I feel like I’m so close to having this baby but unfortunately i was released out the hospital yesterday morning after finding out I had a kidney infection.

Y’all I was in so much pain I literally thought I was dying. Well at first I didn’t know it was a kidney infection and thought omg If this pre labor pain I don’t think I can do this. Even after spending the night in the hospital being monitored, fluids givin, and being poked constantly I came home still in so much pain. I haven’t even been to sleep yet and I was released yesterday at 10am.

My body is just completely exhausted and with all this pain I can’t really imagine being back in the hospital for labor. Honestly it really sucks, I was so excited to go into labor and have this beautiful experience by bringing this baby into the world and now I’m completely terrified to be in that much pain again. I feel awful and weak. I’m sorry If you read all this I just really needed to rant