Please help motivate me

idkanymore

I am so sick and tired of being treated like crap when my personality is good ok I understand I’m ugly but these ppl in school are always walking all over me and I’m so tired of life tbh I just need motivation to keep going. My mother doesn’t believe I’m depressed but I know 💯 percent that I am. And like she just doesn’t understand. She was like you have everything in the world I was like Chester Bennington had everything in the world what happened to him. She was like you aren’t addicted to drugs so you can’t compare yourself to him. I’m so tired of no one caring. And just sick and tired of life at this point which no one deserves to feel but ig I do 🥺🥺