I feel so conflicted. I have an 8-week-old son. I’ll be honest, I wanted a daughter. Everyone told me that gender disappointment goes away immediately after you hold your new baby for the first time. Well, nothing has changed for me. I still daydream about the little girl I don’t have. I find myself thinking about it too often. I’m not a mean or evil person and I’m a good mom to him. I don’t want to spend my time defending that. I just want to know if anyone else out there can relate at all? :(