So I had this guy I used to talk to. We were never officially together and I didn’t expect him to be exclusive to me but I was under the impression that we felt mutual for each other. Turns out that he was talking to other girls but I guess I understand that we never committed to each other so he can do what he wants.

So the story is that I ended up getting pregnant. At the time we weren’t really talking since it was mutual that we wouldn’t really work out due to distance. I really liked this guy and part of me wanted to be with him but I also was being realistic on our situation.

The day I found out I was pregnant I told him and he told me the he kinda figured I was ... idk how but whatever. During that phone call he basically was telling me that abortion was the best option. At the moment I was ok with that but fast forward to now where I’ve gone through with the abortion. I feel like it was his way to get rid of me or idk how else to make up of it.

That was like a month ago and I’ve come to find out he’s in a relationship now. This hurt my heart because I liked this guy so very much and also dealing with the abortion. It’s something that hurts because if I was living a perfect life I would have kept the baby 100%. I would be lying if I said I don’t regret my decision but I guess I have to deal with this since at the end of the day it was my decision.