Just wanting to ask do any of these look positive ovulation? I read so much that the first line is suppose to be darker than second but to me none are if anything they are just a little close to ask dark as second, tonight has just been one of those emotional night when will it be our turn, my sister in-law is due in april, everyone telling their SO they are pregnant just seem like everyone but me is getting their baby. I had a very early miscarriage year and a half ago while I was on birth control and I can’t help but think all these questions in my head about it. Just feel like we won’t get our baby any time soon. I’ll also add these photos are from 3 months ago I stopped tracking because I’m a very impatient person and it just kept reminding me that it might not be anytime soon.

What hurts most is an old childhood friend of mine got pregnant and she’s having a boy. My dad said to me at least she knows how to give her dad a grand son not knowing that we’ve been trying for awhile he said it jokingly our 3 year old always asks for a sister everyone posts poopy pictures of kids saying hope this kills your baby fever and really it just breaks my heart makes me want another so bad our first pooped all over me her first bath. And it just made me love her more. At 1 she tried eating her poop not knowing what it was lol and it just made me laugh not ever thinking ew I don’t want another because of the messes but funny stories. It’s just one of those nights for me 😓 currently 5am haven’t been able to sleep because I’m just letting myself feel sorry for us yunno Hahaa.