I am 15weeks pregnant last night my boyfriend started drinking and keep being well an ass. The day b4 my step-daughter started calling @ 10:30 wanting to leave school(she does this 2-3x’s a week and has since the first day of school! So way b4 I became pregnant)I said I can’t come get u bc I am at work. So then she calls her Dad and said she feels left out and that he is starting a new family and she misses her grandpa who past away a lil over a year ago. Keep in mind every time she wants to leave school or get out of something this is what she does and now she feels left out bc I’m pregnant. Yet we spend more time w her then the other 2 kids one is younger than her by 2 months the other is 16yrs old she picks out everything from gifts to where she wants to stay! But last night the bf started saying he don’t think we are close enough (wtf) I work @ a nursing home for 7hrs a day we talk on the phone in all my breaks plus he comes here to my lunch almost everyday. He wouldn’t stop I have been sick this whole pregnancy vomiting till I pee on myself (can’t keep most of what I eat down) plus working on selling our 3bedroom house to get a 4bedroom!(I can’t keep up it’s very hard buying a new house we sold our house in 2 hours of it being on the market. Anyways he went off last night acting like he’s the only one paying the bills and even said he didn’t want to have a kid with me and even after the argument I was laying in bed just thinking of how to get past this he was snoring rolls over jabs me in the arm telling me I am snoring he can’t sleep wth am I supposed to do I’m not Fn Mary Poppins I cant make ppl happy yet it’s those 2 who are always unhappy no one else I can’t get no closer to him than I am!! I don’t know if I’m just hormonal or what! I didn’t plan on being 36 and pregnant but he lied about having a test done and there was only a 4% chance he could have anymore kids I asked his mom about if she had known if he had any test done ever like that and she looked at me like I was crazy and said no! By that time I was pregnant.