Endometriosis on ovary😢

So yesterday I was diagnosed with endometriosis on left ovary. I had a feeling that there was something wrong, been having pelvic pains during the whole month and gets 10 times worst during my period. Me and my husband have been ttc for 10 months now. And now I just feel depressed and I have no one to talk to, I feel alone and it’s my fault that we’re struggling for a baby. I don’t want to show my husband that I’m hurt and sad because I know women can still conceive with endometriosis, but I’m scared that I’m the women that can’t.