I'm feeling so angry at the world right now. Two family members have announced they're pregnancies and are due when I was meant to be due. Im happy for them and not angry at them but just angry at life.

The family members didnt plan their pregnancies, one was even going out getting drunk and didnt even have a clue she was pregnant.

I took vitamins and ovulation tests to discover a missed miscarriage and to be told by family and friends "it just wasnt meant to be". That phrase infuriates me. Why is others meant to be over mines?

I've hit total rock bottom and cant face anyone. I had to go to a meeting in work and listen to a group of women gossiping about a woman who miscarried too. I cant get away from it. I'm literally typing this whilst crying my eyes out. Pouring my feelings out so I dont take it out on someone i know.

Maybe it was meant to be but life is just cruel.