Today has been really hard on me we had to put down out kitten who was only 6 months old. He was always so playful and loved to cuddle. I’m currently 29 weeks pregnant and as my belly grew jack was always there to be by his new little human. He loved laying down on my belly and purring because my baby would kick him. Jack also had a disfigured entire urinary track system which we did not find out until today. So instead of continuing his pain and suffering (he had gotten really sick these last couple of days and you could tell he was done.) we decided to put him to sleep. And it’s not quite as peaceful as you think because they shutter and have spontaneous breathing after being given the shot. It was definitely a lot to handle especially when he just fell over and looked at me because his eyes didn’t close when he passed. It’s definitely something that almost feels traumatic when going through. I love my little jack and I’m gonna miss him so much.