I had one in September and one over the weekend. I went in today for what would have been the heartbeat appointment and they checked me anyway and everything was cleared and my uterus was closed but very normal and healthy thank god. I needed some good news!

I know it will happen. I’m going to get some tests done to see if it’s thyroid or progesterone or something else.

I’m here to say STOP reading all the other peoples horror stories and complications or even posts like this about multiple miscarriages. Trust your body can do it! The second time around I read a lot of other women’s experiences and I was feeling very worried and miscarried again. Not blaming that but the energy doesn’t help. Please do yourself a favor, if you are pregnant put down the app and trust and listen to your own body. Talk with your doctor about concerns but trust all will be well. Next time around I will not put myself through that process again by reading “what could” happen.

Say positive affirmations and trust all will work out.

If you’re like me and have had two in a short time, give your body time to rest. It hit me today that I’m exhausted and I’m really looking forward to taking some months off of even trying and fully letting my body heal.

So much love to you guys, it’s so heartbreaking and although it’s so great to have women to speak to through these apps it can also create so much anxiety after having 1 loss.

Put the phone down. Talk to your doctor about concerns and enjoy this time!

Good luck to you all ❤️

Be easy on yourself.