Can i rant for a min?

I feel like im going crazy and all this is in my head fr. But its all real.

First- my boobs are KILLING me, my head is pounding, im starving all the time but i hate looking in the mirror now cuz i feel like im getting fat fr, im happy then feel like i wanna fight the world and hate everyone then wanna break down and cry the next minute, ive been cramping today, im beyond tired... 👌BEYOND tired. 👌 but yet I cant get any sleep.

Been ttc for years. This app says i would be only 2w 5d if i am pregnant and all negative test, ive had super light lines but more than likely evaps. Why am i feeling all this if im not pregnant like ugh. 😔