Am I crazy??

Heather • Married 10.6.18 💍 Connor John Curran 11/20/19💙

FTM and I literally cannot fall asleep unless I can hear my 11 week old baby breathing. I find myself scrolling through pictures of him until midnight every night because I miss him and have to be sure he’s totally asleep before I can go to bed. Am I crazy?!? I just feel so anxious 24/7.