Well my first post, and it’s something I haven’t talked to anyone about. Even my mother, I feel like she doesn’t need to know because I don’t eat her hating y boyfriend. But anyway last year the end of October ‘19 me and my boyfriend were living with his mom and little brother (mind you his mom wasn’t very fond of me) and we were living there about 9 months before she went all crazy and kicked us out. It was very awkward for a while after the argument, but whatever. So me and my boyfriend started looking for our own place, very rushed. But we found one in our price range and good location and we had an appointment to sign a year lease, and give the deposit. But my boyfriend backed out last minute. Saying is this the right decision? Blah blah the usual cold feet. So on the ride home back to his mom’s he says we should break up. And I’m like wtf ? Mind you we have broken up one time before in H.S. for a week. So at the end of the night, we break up. But still sleep in the same bed (and had sex) I knew the only reason he wanted to break up so he could stay w/ his crazy mom. So we decided to “take a break” making a promise to each other not to sleep w/ other people while we are going through this weird phase I guess. So we agreed, and I was staying a my grandparents during the break up. And I left oct 26th and our 4yr anniversary was nov 3rd and we never stopped taking to each other during the time. So I text him the day b4 or anniversary and I asked him out on a date. He says no he has to go to his dads house to help w/ stuff, I beg and beg, but still a no I say okay and he goes. During the whole weekend we were texting and when he gets back into town I said we need to talk in person, and we did and it went great,( also the whole time we were broke up we were fucking) we talked for a while and I believe end up back together. Then the next day he comes over and we are outside smoking and he says I need to tell you something, I said fuck okay I guess you need to tell me everything now that we are officially back together. So he tells me that he went on a date. With his ex. Took her to Olive Garden. And then had sex w/ her. And then took her to his dads house and had sex w/ her again, then came back and sex w/ her again. And I’m like balling my eyes out. We were both each other’s first. How could he make a promise to me n not keep it ? How could he sleep w/ her ? I was so hurt and broken-hearted. If you read all of this bless you ! and pls tell me if I made the wrong decision getting back together w/ him.