Am I a bad person?

Shauna • 🌸TTC #1•PCOS•🌸

So my friend got pregnant on “accident” and ended up getting an abortion and I’m just secretly hating her for it because I wish I could get pregnant on purpose and she basically was having sex without protection and got pregnant without avoiding it at all then just decided she didn’t wanna be pregnant..... like..... why is life like that....?