After we had sex lastnight I started thinking about how I don't always "get mine", but I'm fine with that. We talked earlier and I told my husband sometimes I don't get mine, he reply's "when???" but I said I'm always very pleased and that, if anything, I like it better because if he gets his before mine then the sex is fun the entire time, instead of me getting mine too soon (which happens a lot) and me not enjoying the rest. He was skeptical and said he feels kind of bad now

. 🙄 I told him I'm fine. Well last night we had sex and after a lot of spanking, choking, and deep thrusting, I could tell he was getting sore (as was I), but I still wanted him to get his, so I went down on him and afterward he asked me if I got mine. I told him I'm fine. I'm happy if he's happy. I'm very submissive and I just want my partner pleased. It turns me on to see him turned on. (I love giving him oral too for that reason, because it turns me on when he cums in my mouth) I really don't mind not getting mine. 🤷 I got close to it and do get it a lot, but it's not really a big deal to me. I just want him to use me as a f*ck toy to be honest and I've told him that before in the past. Just f*ck me and use me. 😉 I also told him I wanted more bruises on me lately, on my arms, from him holding me down. the only thing that matters to me is his enjoyment and pleasure during sex.