I first got pregnant June 2017 and had my first baby girl March 5 2018. And then I got pregnant again April 2018 and had my youngest baby girl January 2019. I started beauty school March 2019. I got married June 2019. About a few weeks after our wedding, I miscarried our third child, I would’ve been due March 2020. My youngest turned 1 January 13 2020. I graduated beauty school January 24 2020. My oldest will be 2 March 5 2020. We have been trying for our last baby since last September and it seems nearly impossible. So I’ve decided to just stop. We would be okay with one more, but even two kids drive me crazy most days. I’m skinny. I’m happy with my body. And my stretch marks are slowly fading. Yeah I miss feeling a baby kick and that first moment when I see them when they’re born. But honestly I don’t think it’s worth stressing myself out over because everything happens for a reason and if I’m not meant to have anymore kids, so be it. So I’ll delete my apps and just go about life. I’ve tried so hard since September of last year and it’s like it’s never going to happen. Quite frankly, making a baby is so hard and exhausting. I tracked this cycle too and it still wasn’t enough.