Need a word for how I’m feeling

I don’t think I’m sad because I don’t feel like crying. But the feeling is like sadness. I don’t feel like I can move forward. I am annoyed/frustrated but that’s not my general feeling. Don’t know what the future holds (obviously no one does). I don’t want to do anything, don’t want to think but want to scream sometimes. Yup.. yup. That’s how I feel.