Not fair

People say it's all in God's hands or his timing ect.

Since it's all up to him why does he let the people that abort have that baby. Why couldn't he give that baby to someone who really wants it.

I don't believe this God timing thing. I was told I'm not getting pregnant due to me not accepting him and husband has but yet we have male infertility.

I'm tired of people posting about abortion and I want to get pregnant so bad and I can't. It just hurts more.

Part of the reason I'm giving up. I have accepted because of my husband i wont be able to have bio kids(donor not an option)