i just really need a friend and some support becuase ive never felt so down in my life and so alone, my entire family couldnt care less about me snd they're always talking about me negatively and spreading bs rumours and my bf and his family are so aggressive and unssupportive in my choices in almost evrything i do

i feel like committing suicide more and more often and before i was happy but now i'm just trying to get through the day without breaking down and losing my shit