Not feeling very hopeful

Mindy

AF scheduled to come in 7 days. I have been very crampy today boobs feeling a little bigger but not sore and had lots of cm today (like feel like i have started my period run to bathroom just to find out it’s just cm) just feeling like my AF is about to come any day now 😩😩😩 husband said If we don’t get pregnant this month he would like me to get back on the pill till we can try again for a spring baby (he doesn’t want to have a winter baby). Feeling a little bummed.