Every aspect of my life feels like a mess. My husband works long days, I feel alone in the evenings. When he comes home he doesn’t want to talk and hides in the bathroom for an hour and a half and tonight was the first night he didn’t work late and we fought and I decided I didn’t want to be around him so I came upstairs. I don’t have parents in my life. I do like my job but don’t really have friends. I question why I am having a baby as I feel I will be caring for her by myself. I feel guilty for having to take a leave from my job. I see a therapist and things don’t really feel this out of control and bad when I wasn’t pregnant. So, I’m guessing I’m experiencing pregnancy depression and it feels scary. I would never self harm. But I feel like no one would miss me. Time to talk to the doctor I think. Just wanted to be vent and hear if anyone else has felt this way?