So, long story short I was assaulted back December 2016. Fought in court through 12 court dates and finally got my attacker behind bars, he was sentenced to 5 years in state prison on January 30th 2019. Well now, he is eligible for parole once he hits 30% served (in June) I will of course be at the parole hearing to testify why he should not be released. But if GOD FORBID he is released....I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared for my safety and my families. Like enough to make me shake with anxiety. He is 27 and full of anger and rage. His father (who verbally attacked me DURING my speech in-front or jury) and him together scare me. They are criminals beyond the charges and things he did to me. They are dangerous people. I took a risk fighting for justice and now this is a downfall I am facing. I am scared. I’m not really looking for advice because there really isn’t much...but I guess I’m just looking for words of encouragement to help me calm down. This trauma has caused so much pain in my and families life. I’m so terrified if he walks free. I’m mostly scared for my family because they know where they live. Sorry for venting. I just need to emotionally prepare now for worse case scenario. I know in my heart I can fight to keep him behind bars. But there is still a chance. Considering I had to blood sweat and tears just for the justice system to take my case serious and actually charge him. I’m scared he wants revenge. I’m just scared. That’s all I can say 💔💔 please pray justice continues to be served. He showed no remorse....the opposite. I know I will be a target 💔 I just want to focus on my life and keep living. There are so many things my fiancé and I are looking forward to this year and it makes me sick thinking about having to worry about this💔 not just for my but my fiancé too worries endlessly....he’s been by my side and my rock but I know he is scared too even if he won’t admit it