The struggle..

I wanna take a test so bad but I'm so scared of a BFN. As of right now I'm 5 days out from AF's predicted arrival. We've been trying for almost 3 years now and it seems thats all I ever see is BFN. We used PreSeed and some new methods this time so I'm prayyyyying it's our time. Just needed to get that out to people who know what I'm going through and I am sure my bestfriend is tired of me bringing her down with my BFN days. Praying for BFP ❤