2 years trying to conceive

Ericka

I have been trying to get pregnant for two years now with no luck. Me and my husband have been married for almost 5 years now, we have a 4 year old daughter. I just feel so stressed every month it’s the same thing with negative pregnancy tests. I see al my friends getting pregnant and I just cry and cry. I hate it when someone asks me when I’m having another one even my mother in law. Every time I see her she asks me I’m just tired. I even deleted all my social media so I can focus but did not help. I cry every time my daughter asks me for a baby or when she sees another baby, she asks me for one. Even for Christmas that’s what she asked for. I have seen my obgyn and they tell me everything is okey in there that I just have a cyst but that does not affect me trying to conceive. Also I get my period every month with really bad cramps and super heavy, at one point I thought I could have endometriosis but in order to find out I need to have a surgery. I try not to think about it to much, but I can’t :( please tell me I’m not the only one, or is anyone in the same situation as me ?