school strike help

hi, i’m still in school and my entire life nobody has every congratulated me on straight A’s or over a 100% test. now i’m starting to lose hope in school and my grades and i don’t really care about them anymore. i just wish one person can give me some hope and encourage me, to fill up my hope back again. since i gave up (a couple days ago) i stopped going to school and because i don’t go to school and i’m just at home doing nothing i don’t eat anything either cause i’m not hungry. what should i do? should i continue school or just keep going on strike? if i continue school, where will my motivation for my future life goals come from?