OMG...this round has kicked my ass and all I want to do is kick everyone ELSE'S ASS! I literally have ZERO patience for every person, place or thing! The stims sucks donkey balls this time around and my usually injection spots were SO SORE this time around. I almost quit. Luckily I'm not a punk, quitting ass bitch.

I've been keeping to myself for fear of choke slamming some poor unfortunate soul who says the wrong thing at any given time.

I took my trigger shots today at 3AM (yes, I wanted to choke the Nurse who called with that news. Either way my retrieval is tmrw at 230PM. FML...I'm gonna starve or squish someone's head like a grape. Hanger is not my friend!

My fiance just called and asked if he has to give a sample tomorrow. I almost leaped through the phone yall!!!

I started off calm saying "Ummm, well..."

*paused and became enraged*

then I yelled "HOW ELSE DO YOU SUGGEST WE MAKE FUCKING embryos??!?! Get the fuck off my phone with that before I kill you in your sleep"!

I can NOOOOOOOOT DEAL!!!! PRAY FOR ME AND MY "SPECIAL" ASS HUSBAND TO BE!

This is the last round for me, so whatever happens, I'll accept it. I've spent way too much time getting myself to a calm, cool and collective place where things easily roll off my back. Now the old throat punching Mandy is back and it's scary. I feel so out of whack right now. Uuuurgh!