So February is a rough month for me because this is the month that Tyler Glade Southam and I got pregnant with our miracle baby in 2018 after trying for three years. After finding out I was pregnant I was super excited and couldn’t believe my eyes that my Heavenly Father blessed me with being a mother. But soon my pregnancy would come to end. And to a end it did. 8 days later we had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. Having this miscarriage was so hard for me and is still hard for me today. I have struggled with a lot of emotions like anger, sadness, jealousy. I have struggled to know if we will ever have that opportunity to get pregnant again. Going through this has been probably one of the hardest things that I have had to face. It’s hard when you’re doing everything right and it still doesn’t work. It’s even more frustrating when you’re trying to get pregnant and someone else that you know gets pregnant so easily and so fast. Than the month that you have been trying you get so excited for your period not to come but than it does. So than you sit in your room crying and wonderful why? Why can’t this just work. We’re doing everything we’re suppose to why Heavenly Father why? So yes! Infertility and pregnancy loss are a real thing and a hard one as well. 1 in 4 women have experienced a miscarriage. 1 in 8 couple are effected with infertility. But I know that giving up isn’t the answer no matter how hard or difficult it may seem. But I know that everything will be okay because my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ loves me.