{This is a little long, but I really need some advice!}

So me and my girlfriend have been dating for a little over 2 years.. we now live together and have been for over a year now. Our relationship is very rocky and has been for awhile.. Honestly for the past couple months I feel like I haven’t even been in a relationship.. We currently moved states so we could go to school and are living with my grandparents. We share a room, but I’m not aloud to be affectionate with her unless it’s behind closed doors (I/we are gay). I’m not aloud to hold her hand be affectionate in public or anything and we’ve been together for over 2 years!! (She won’t let me). My family knows, but it’s kind of like she doesn’t want to admit it to anybody. She still to this day has not fully told her family that we are together. Anyways, that’s another topic.. Like I said, our relationship lately has been super rocky. We fight almost every single day over something. My heart wants her, and we keep trying.. but also we keep trying but it just seems to be failing and I just feel torn. I do want to be with her, but I feel like enough is enough.. I’m just not sure what to do. Please help me!!

(Also thank you for reading this whole thing is you did lol).