I haven’t had sex in three years and I’m finally about to again.

The thing is I’m basically like an awkward virgin all over again.

We came close to it today and it was just so weird because it was really out of no where and just threw me off. I’m honestly scared to have sex again because I just feel like I don’t know what I’m doing anymore ya know?😅

Also the thing is the guy is my sons dad, this is the first time I’ve done anything with anyone in three years. He was the last person I had sex with. Idk it was weird in a way mainly because I wasn’t expecting it to happen, but I’m just an awkward person in general.

I need advice. I honestly think it may have been because I was thrown off and just didn’t have a chance to get in “the mood.”😂😅

Also what are some things I can try? Like positions, etc.

^^Throwing in there I SUCK at being on top, I have no rhythm at all and just really have no idea what to do there. I used to try but I was always so embarrassed that I wasn’t doing good.