I have been having these worries for a while but I almost feel crazy or like I'm just being paranoid. We have been trying TTC for 3 years now, and I have been told that we are infertile. In july (hubby is out of town for work until then) we are starting clomid treatments before my obgyn makes the move to send us to a specialist. I have come to terms with the fact that we might not ever have children, if the clomid doesnt workout I have no desire to go through the severe hormone treatments and financial hardships that come with

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. My husband hasnt really come to terms though, he wants to "carry on his name" and has alot of other philosophical reasons he wants a child. That along with the drive to have kids in general and biological need makes it hard for him.

Lately I have been really worried that if we cant have children together, he will either have an affair with someone who has children already and/or that can give him kids, or that he will simply leave so that he can find someone to have kids with.

Am I being crazy, or is this a worry that should be paid attention to? Is this something that other people have worries about or maybe have even experienced?