It's finally happened and it's been confirmed. Why did I have the need to take another test?

Of course I knew the results, which are below.

I'm 9 weeks and 5 days today.

The heartbeat was 181 when we checked last night on the Doppler.

Why am I afraid it's not real?

I've see our miracle baby and still I'm afraid it'll be taken. I've never been SO happy about something in my life. I just need someone to talk to... After 3 years & 6 months it happened, I honestly don't understand how. Not only did we NOT have sex on my ovulation day, but we barely had sex at all 🤔🤨 like I'm talking once a week ladies. I have PCOS so I think I ovulated later than what glow told me... We found out 2 days after Christmas. I've taken so many and edited so many tests that itd drive me crazy staring. I had bought a test and told him "well we know it's going to be negative so wanna just take it today". It was the last day of my expected period and it never came ". So he agreed and we took it together. The line popped up and he freaked out saying it was there. We bought like 5 different brands and took them all in 3 days. All positive. Sorry im ranting everything on my mind.

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I need friends. 😂