Feeling just I need to talk

Shasta • Mommy of a baby girl 💕 and two angel babies 👼 Married to the love of my life

A week after my husband and I got married we found out I was pregnant. We were excited to be having baby number 2. On August 24th my doctor told me the baby wasn’t growing and id miscarriage in a couple weeks. I was so upset and had a hard time dealing with it. After we found out the new we reached out to the Catholic Church in our town and started RCIA classes. Which seems to help a lot. September 22nd we started our classes to become catholic. September 23rd I miscarriage at 10 weeks. Didn’t sleep to well that night because I was in so much pain. The next day was my birthday. I’m still having a hard time with it but my husband and baby girl has been helping me a lot. And we recently decided to start trying again for baby number 2.

Last couple days been having symptoms and both were hoping that I was pregnant. Woke up today in the morning and I started my period and it’s heavier than normal (TMI I know). Laying here in bed feeling like a let down and just have tears in my eyes. I’m scared to get pregnant again. I know god will give me another child when he thinks the time is right. F

Me with my baby girl. 💕