So story time. I’m 21 and went on a trip abroad with a bunch of people from all over the US to Europe for winter break. I have the travel bug so I booked the trip on my own not knowing anyone else on the trip. I made friends from the group of strangers instantly and had the time of my life. Now before I left on the trip I made it my mission to have sex while on the trip. Kind of weird I know but I’ve been wanting to for awhile but living at home with your parents and having no viable options at school I knew this was my time to shine. Now fast forward to the second to last night of the trip where I ended up sleeping with one of the guys from my group. It was perfect and I’m so glad I waited. Anyways, the next night which was our last night we once again had sex and I stayed in his room until the last minute when we had to say our goodbyes. We live on opposite sides of the country and just kept saying how we hoped we lived closer to each other. We talked for hours the night before we left and I felt like we really had a connection but this could also be due to him being my first. I knew we would probably never speak again because it felt like we said our goodbyes but I miss him and can’t get him out of my head but I know there’s no point in messaging him now since he hasn’t reached out either. I accidentally drunk texted him one night basically talking about my quarter life crisis and how I wished we lived closer and he was really sweet about it but idk how do I get this guy out of my head! Sorry this is so long thanks to whoever read it all!!