Thoughts ?

Please no negative comments, how would you feel if you saw this convo if you have a s/o. I’ve talked to my partner about this conversation I had. I feel horrible and deeply regret it and know conversations like that are wrong. It was an anonymous chat and I used a fake name and for a brief moment was going to string the person along to embarrassingly boost my ego. I’ve never gotten sexually aroused by anyone but my partner. I just let the moment get the better of me and put my self in a bad situation that could have gone very wrong. After I asked that open question I immediately ended the chat and turned my phone off.

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Clarifying as the below comment has come up, I do not regularly use that website , before I discovered community rooms like eve existed where you can come and talk. I went online to find such advice forums but obviously didn’t and ended up on a sketchy online chat room. I never have acted in such a way. And yess I know looking for online validation and ego boosting is pathetic, it wasn’t a thought out decision it was all very fast and at the time I was so low mentally and emotionally.

me and my partners relationship was in a bad place. I could never express how I felt and he would verbal hurt me and attack me with his words. There’s no excuse but I was in a very vulnerable state. I don’t blame my partner and I’m responsible for my actions. It was a brief moment i was emotionally not okay I was desperate to reach out to someone and ended up on the wrong site, we have now been together going on 3 years and our relationship has improved.