I know depression and have suffered with almost every version of it: if this is another it’s the easiest one I’ve ever had.

I’m 4 months postpartum, I’m happy baby is perfect we’re doing great. I don’t cry or get angry without “valid” reason. I’m showering eating etc.

But I also just feel like I’m on “auto pilot”, I have trouble leaving the house, I don’t feel like having ppl over, I find it so hard to get things done like before ( I’m OCD legit), I haven’t left my son alone at all since he was born, I know I’m obsessed with him just haven’t been ready, sex drive is completely off and it’s been hard to even look at my fiancé and he’s the best and I know I love him I just don’t feel any of that right now.

And I’m planning a wedding and what stresses me out that in 7 months I’m going to have to leave my baby for a honey moon 😭😂.

I’m trying to snap out of this all mommy mode 24/7, like I said nothing completely dramatic and more so for me but I think my fiancé is going to lose his patience soon as he’s all about attention.

Anyone else having similar issues?