Feeling guilt for not going with daughter

Kat

So I’m 33 weeks pregnant and this pregnancy it has literally felt like baby has been sucking the life out of me. I can’t stand for long periods or else I feel faint and I’ve been puking since 20 weeks. I just feel so sick which has made me lazy honestly.

Today my 5 year old daughter was invited to one of her pre k classmates birthday parties.

this is only the 2nd party she’s been to of school mates outside of school.

I took her to the first party.

This time I had to beg her dad to take her. And thankfully he did (he usually doesn’t do things like this for me and hasn’t seen her in a few months) anyways I had asked her if that’s okay that he takes her and she said she didn’t care as long as she gets to go and see her friends.

But now they’ve been there for 2+ hours and I feel so guilty I’m missing out I’m so mad at myself 😭just venting I guess !