“Nothing ever makes you happy.”
I’m a SAHM, have been for 14 months now I used to work before getting pregnant and once again I’m slowly feeling like I’m just drowning in dishes, laundry, cleaning, cooking for my daughter, and my boyfriend. I don’t know if it’s still PPD since it’s been awhile, I used to have it really bad when my daughter was around 3-6 months of age. But then I came out of it. Now I just stress all the time about things, my daughter has a arm birth injury and I let her Medicaid expire (yes it was my fault I didn’t renew on time) so she had to stop getting her therapy and it’s so stressful because she needs it and I just feel like it’s all my fault and I’m failing her and now my bf told me “nothing ever makes you happy” a few minutes ago because I got upset he was taking too long to bring me her pjs after her bath and I guess it’s true, I just feel in a weird place right now.. I don’t really know what to do. Yeah my bf helps but I always have to ask him to do this or that and baby girl always wants me, I put her down for her naps, bed time, I always feed her and cook for her. Bathe her. Play with her. I always have to ask him to play with her. I just need some advice on how to continue my days... it’s getting so so hard for me.
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