Heart broken but F*** you ex

Mrs. • Staring in to the eyes that hold my soul.

So me and my now ex boyfriend was trying for a baby for that pass 5 years I already have 2 kids and his sperm count was low but we want to try well guess he gave up after 5 years and left me on Friday saying hes depressed and wants a baby before hes 50 so he broke up with me and also blamed it on my kids saying bc their dad being in the picture made hard for them to see him as a dad and that it hurts him... me being who I am and the AMOUNT OF LOVE I had for him I dont know how to feel I mean yes please believe I angry he blamed my kids I went off on him and told him "you know that's not it, its because we havent gotten pregnant so dont blame my kids!" Can I get your input should I fell for him and understand or be like f off you stupid dumb ass low sperm count lookin ass?🤣🤣🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️