I’m suppose to start today, today I’m cycle day 31, three days longer than my last cycle, but I have a different number cycles each month it seems like, last month I got actually happy because I had a regular 28 day cycle. Today I’m expecting my period to come, I keep telling myself there’s no way I can be pregnant cause we only was able to have sex once during the fertile window, I’d love to be pregnant but I have been trying for 10 months now, I’m at the point where I don’t know if I can handle trying anymore. So we’ve just kinda let nature do it’s thing, have sex when we feel like it. I’m hoping and praying I don’t get my period and that I can be pregnant but odds are slim to none I guess.