So I’ve always been very naive with anything related to boys and sex and stuff like that.

I’m 19 now and none of my friends are even in college. We all took gap years or just started community college.

My friend group is just the 4 of us, and three of us have already had sexual assault experiences ...

The reason I bring up the college part is, usually that’s where a lot of this stuff happens. And we haven’t even fucking gotten there yet.

I didn’t realize how common this stuff was. Like I genuinely didn’t think people were such fucking assholes ab this type of stuff mainly because there seems to be more awareness of it. But I’ve definitely been proven wrong.

I just now have this imagine that’s guys are all manipulative assholes. Honestly kinda nervous for when I go to college once this gap year is over. I just have so much anxiety over it now and when I see a group of guys my age.

Where I work, it’s at a health club and I’m the only when in the entire building that works there and I close the entire place by myself. Usually the college age guys are the last to leave. Idk, I’ve never worried about it before. But I have recently learned a few of those regular have sexually assaulted multiple girls, one being my friend. Then my recent ex bf is friends w that group and he did something similar to me. So fuck