I'm so scared for my little boy... 🙏😢

L • Mommy to two boys and a little girl 💕

I made a post a couple weeks ago about how my son was having severe headaches and got diagnosed with a Chiari Malformation in the ER.

Well he had his first neurosurgery appointment today... Still no definite answers just more and more anxiety and worries. He wants my son to get a MRI of his brain and spine (which was expected) to see the Chiari better and to better asses it and come up with a proper treatment plan. He does have to be sedated bc it will be a very long scan. I'm worried bc my son has never been sedated before and he's going to be very scared. Seeing him get scared is going to make me scared and super upset...

Now the scarier news is the neurosurgeon was looking at his CT scan and noticed another abnormality.. he doesn't know what it is. He showed me the scan and it was this weird white circular thing on the right side in the middle of his brain.. he wants to look at the MRI of that as well to see what it could be.

I am freaking out. I am at work right now like a zombie. I'm so anxious it's making me nauseous and dizzy. I can't concentrate on anything right now.. I'm praying so hard everything will be okay. I'm praying he gets relief as well. He has been in so much pain lately.. he's also been complaining about severe ear pain, loud ringing, and loss of hearing. I got his ears checked out and they look good. I'm so scared..