I had a stillborn baby one month ago. I was 23 weeks pregnant when he was born January 8th, 2020. He was a sweet perfectly formed baby boy, named Oliver💙 I cant help but feel the urge to get pregnant again as soon as possible. I feel like maybe he will come back to us in a healthier body. Even if it's a girl, I know parts of his energy will be inside of that baby. I feel that him and I are intertwined forever and I've been asking the universe everyday to send him back to us. Is this crazy? Is it unhealthy? I'm perfectly aware our rainbow baby wont actually be him again, but I just know parts of his soul will be in this baby. Has anyone else ever felt this way or have any input? Please no negative comments 😩 I'm not sure I could handle it.