Super duper anxious

Mackenzie • Ke’Anna & Kaylani’s mama 💕 Baby #3 Aug 2020.

So this is baby #3... I’ve been going to the same doctor for each of my pregnancies btw.. they usually do a ultrasound at 10 weeks & then wait until 20 weeks.. I’m not sure why I’m so anxious with this baby, but idk if I can wait that long. I found out at 16 weeks with my oldest & almost 20 with my youngest.. honestly contemplating doing an early put of pocket ultrasound, just wondering everyone’s opinions or how much it cost them roughly.