Haven’t felt pretty since having my second baby

I don’t look like me. I haven’t looked like myself since before my first baby and I haven’t felt pretty since having my second. I don’t have time to do my makeup, my hair is constantly in a ponytail or bun. Although I weigh less than pre pregnancy weight with second baby I’m still not thrilled. I don’t hate myself I just don’t recognize myself in the mirror anymore. Even if I were to put makeup on I feel like a Clown and I take it off. I’ve grown comfortable in my own skin. Just not use to it I guess. Good night.