need advice please be kind.

my husband and I are ttc, he is military and this is our last month before he gets deployed. entering my fertile window today and I just found porn on his search history. I know that most people are okay with their husbands watching porn and eventually maybe I will be to but for now I am not, we have sex almost every day so I don’t understand the need for porn. I don’t even want to have sex with him rightnow. Like I genuinely feel disgusted but I know if I don’t I’m wasting a huge opportunity because I’ll probably regret it anyway. Opinions and advice. Please be kind