Back story:

My husband and I have been together 7 years married for 1 of those(almost, will be in April.)

I was on the Depo from 2015-2018 got off before our wedding so so it could be back to normal by then.

I’ve had regular periods that land on the 8-11/12 of every month.

Back in January I had two very faint positives on test and went to my OBGYN about it and she said I wasn’t pregnant but that I could have PCOS and that if I’m not pregnant by my Bday(2/27) and the day of my next appt then I would need to be put on medication for it. I had some VERY light spotting that was brownish and only lasted a few days didn’t fill Pad or anything. But now here we are in February and I’m 3 days late. I had two very faint lines(clear blue-I know). But then I tested again and they were negative.(Clearblue,FRER& a cheapie).

I‘be not felt myself for alittle over a week now. I’ve had EXTREMELY tender breast they feel full like, my sciatica hurts, I’ve thrown up once, but have been nauseous for over a week with dizziness, twinges in my side tired more then often, and forsure thought this was our month & would LOVE that as a bday gift(who wouldn’t) but i feel like After taking so many test that I should just give up and stop. I just can’t stand seeing the negatives anymore and it’s like alittle bit of my heart keeps breaking off.