Disappointing myself

Amanda

I cant stop taking pregnancy tests. I started way too early and I keep telling myself to chill and wait until at least 12DPO. I’m obviously not seeing anything yet at 8DPO and it’s making me so upset. Even though I know better, like duh I’m not gonna see anything. We’ve been trying for 2 years and I miscarried at 8wks in September. Can’t help but feel like I’m failing my husband.. and myself. 💔