This is my second post about findinf out baby #3 is a boy.

Before anyone judges I just want to be clear.

1. I am BEYOND BLESSED I have 2 healthy boys already and that this one is healthy as well!

2. I am not sad he's a boy!

I am genuinely excited to have another boy (as stated in my last post) I love the idea of all boys. But dang it's been 5 days we've known and I'm still really sad about never having a girl.

I feel so dumb like I'm excited about baby boy, looking at baby stuff, talking to hubby about how important our roll is in raising 3 men! I'm genuinely looking forward to wrestling matches and baseball games for the next 100yrs of my life 😂.

But every day, I cry, atleast once, over the "loss* of never having a girl. It's crazy. I've never really wanted a girl, I ALWAYS wanted a boy. So my reaction is catching me off guard. I keep looking if maybe there's a chance he could still be a she (took the natera blood test at 11w there's no way it's wrong). I think it's because I felt so strongly this was a girl, like it never crossed my mind it could be a boy.

Is anyone else this emotional about there completing there family with one gender?