I have been married to my husband for about 2 and a half years and i have literally BEGGED to have a baby since. My husband told me his goals before we have a kid which was to get a better job and make more money and to buy our first home. He got a new job right after we got married and is making alot more money and we just moved into our new house we bought. I have brought the conversation of having a baby up to him MULTIPLE times and he literally will not even talk about it 99% of the time. I am feeling so defeated and I get so depressed every time i ovulate or start my period. Seeing new babies or passing the baby section in a store just honestly breaks me so bad. We talked the other night and he just kept giving more excuses and says he wants kids but he isn't ready yet. He is 30 and im 26 so i feel like now is the best time before we get too much older. I really just needed to vent and see if anyone else has been through this and has any advice.

Also I was diagnosed with endometriosis in October and im so scared that if i don't conceive soon my chances of getting pregnant will be taken from me and i dont know what i would do😭