It just hit me today while waiting for the last 45 minutes of the school day to pass (I’m in school to be a Nail Technician) that once I graduate, I won’t have anything to do. Literally , I’m pregnant with our second due in June. I’m estimated to graduate by March 10th and once that is all done all I’ll do is sit home and not do anything.

I don’t have friends where I live, not because I don’t want to, but because most women here don’t want to be friends with somebody that has kids or they can’t handle my personality, (I’m very honest, if you’re being dumb I’m gonna tell you as nice as i can but I can’t promise it won’t hurt your feelings) and I’m afraid that I’m going to go back into the deep depression I was in before starting school and I don’t know what to do about it.

Right now my husband and I are sharing my car, so until our truck is fixed, there’s no way he’s going to want me to take him to work and pick him up every day so I can get out of the house. Not being able to leave the house is what gets me. I stay in for days at a time and want to do anything to get out of the house, even if it’s like to go to the store to grab one thing, and I want to be able to take my son to the park but the weather here has been so so crappy that it never gets to happen.

Is pre-partum depression a thing like postpartum depression?? If it is then I think I might have it.

On top of all that, I got a call yesterday saying my therapist was no longer with the practice I go to and had to change my therapist to somebody that I’ve never even met. 😞😞😞

Any advice or anything? Words of encouragement?

I’ve even been on the friends side of bumble to look for friends and haven’t found any that are worth keeping around. As soon as they hear i have a kid and I’m expecting they run for the hills. 😞😞